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12. to the one i may never meet
Trigger Warning: This post includes sensitive topics, such as abortion and abuse. Please take care of yourself and skip this post if these topics will hurt you. I love …
11. our love story.
What do all Rom-Coms have in common? First, we start with two people, both of which are living a lonely, seemingly mundane life. Then we need an odd circumstance, …
10. i don’t anything you.
Hate You? I fought for you – You fought against me. I begged for you – You ignored me. I needed you – You never needed me. You just …
9. my nightmare, part four
Hot Coals Burn Just As Much "Empty" by Olivia O'Brien After a narcissist is "out" of your life, the silence is hard. My body got so used to the …
8. my nightmare, part three
Just because you say goodbye, doesn't mean the nightmare is over. "The statistics outline the reality that the most dangerous time for a survivor/victim is when she leaves the …
7. my nightmare, part two
A little confidence, a pinch of flattery, and a sprinkle of verbal abuse. "Trauma" by NF Now that I had seen the vulnerable side of my nightmare, things were …
6. my nightmare, part one
Emotional Hell "Attached" by Eli. Ever had a relationship that was a nightmare? I guess it happens to many of us, but this is my worst nightmare. This is …
5. bf#3
Boyfriend #3 (BF#3) was my first encounter with a narcissist. everything i wanted by Billie Eilish "It's better if you start as friends." Anyone else ever heard that? It …
4. bf#2
Boyfriends #1 and #2 may have overlapped a little if I am being honest.. BF#2 lasted longer, just short of 3 years and we were obsessed with each other. …
3. bf#1
Let me set the scene! It was the 90's, I was in junior high and my big weekend plan was to go walk around the mall with my bestie …
2. needing to be needed by you
Chasing Friendships Humans are social beings, we need to have relationships. (Even us introverts need people!) Connections are required, but they aren't always good for us. Some of these …
1. everything but my name
  Well, here we go! We are all complicated beings. We all have had our trials and troubles. I hope that what I share moving forward will inspire and …